Is it true, became a college student make you more stressful?

Hell yeah, i didn't even have any single time to make another post in my blog, there's one things i wanted to talk today.

 

 

Last Weeks i think i got someone i want to married, but unfortunately i knew where is my (idk what is the right word but) social caste. She's too cute, compared to a trash can like me, she doesn't deserve person like me xD. She's also a weebs like me our conversation are always connected, but everyone that has attracted to her are more good than me, from money to looks, they're awesome. I think i just wanted to forgot her, but i can't because she always texted me.

 This is why im afraid of women, i really hate to fall in love to a person that was loved by everyone like this

What can i do in this kind of situation?

At one side i want to forget her, but in another side she always texted me. She always make me remember her in everynight :(

 

Please help me before im cooked!

Another problem are about my college, my lecturer are spamming my whatsapp number with a lot of task, starting from a handwriting task, making a short video with a member that can't even acting serious, and a lot of presentation project in every subject, like what de heck in every subject we got a presentation project (i even get in to a circle that was dark system if you know).

Another problem is about my health, this week i got 5x headache, and also i got a mouth ulcer. This is because of my sleeping habits that became more worst day and a day and a day.

Another problem are about the distance between my place to my faculty are toooo fuckin far, i don't have any motorcycle and i can only walk alone under the hot mother fuckin sun. I hope i can rule the world so that i can destroy this stupid earth.